after, having to take a bunch of jobs of the hunting list, i ventured out ta pound the pavement. having ta deal with these horrible lil' nigglets and loud-ass bottomfeeders that live in this fucked up neighborhood almost ruined my day completely. all that dark energy and i was ready to explode from last night to begin with. but, seeing this skinny, lil' cutie that i knew from my days at the bar (even though i didn't actually talk to him. i can get nervous and panicky at times) made me feel ALOt better. so after having some cheap red wine and watching tonight's "Heroes" i'm fully at ease.

it's hot as hell out here.

i've technically been working out for 7days straight, but still feel kinda guilty about taking today off. it's weird.

making this entry from dad's comp since mine is at Best Buy getting checked.

Junior called last night ta ask me ta go to Berlin for Madonna night and, of course, i blew him off. i don't care if it's been years since we've been friends. i ended it for a reason. he's nothing but a user.

Se7en:Lust was okay, but not as good as i expected it to be.
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and on another note:i'm never lubricating my hole with baby oil again :/